~* Finally some rest *~
No insomnia and I felt totally rested when I woke up at 8am ^^
I have been so stressed out about everything around me that I haven't been able to sleep for a while.
So much stuff in my head that wouldn't leave me alone.
But tonight, it was pretty quiet for once ^__~
Awesome, I really needed that sleep!
Hate having constant headache -.-
Today I've been taking it quite easy.
Want to keep the stresslevel at a minimum!
Of course there's been some paperwork and stuff to fix (as usual nowadays), but I had already prepared most of it so it was really a no-brainer for me today ;P
Hmm.. what to do what to do..
I think I'm gonna excercise some :]
Yeah, that's what I'm gonna do!
Have a great day, darlings~
~* It's not too late *~
~ It's not too late to change my point of view
But it hurts sometimes to face the truth ~
I guess there are some things about ourselves or the people around us that we just don't want to face.
In my case it's about me.
I have already faced several hurtful truths about myself this year, even if it hasn't even been 2 months of it yet.
Good thing about facing truths is that only then can you do something about it.
Change and make it better.
Bad thing is the insomnia it causes..
Maybe I'm realizing all this stuff about myself because I'm about to turn the page and write a whole nother chapter in the book about my life.
Japan is getting closer and it will be a huge change for me.
It's the beginning of a new era ^^
It's most probably for that reason that I'm making an effort to change things for the better and give/get second chances.
I don't want to leave Sweden with unfinished business!
With others or myself.
I have changed my ways since last year and I feel good about it.
Maybe it's too soon to pour the champagne in celebration, but still.
Even a small change is a change~
I'm proud of me :]
I think that's an important part of success in any form.
Telling yourself how awesome you are and how proud you are of yourself ^__~
Don't get me wrong, I love myself, I love the way I am <3
But everyone has flaws and if some of those flaws are something you can do something about then you should!
If you want to of course.
I do.. I feel that changing these flaws WILL make me an even better person that I already am, so why wouldn't I?
I'm striving to become the best that I can be :]
I love you all <3
I hope that you are all happy with who you are and that you tell yourselves everyday how incredibly awesome you are!
Can you do that for mama Nat? ;3
Have a great Sunday, cuties~
~* Playlist *~
A mix of different types of music.
Don't expect all new songs, it's just songs that I listen to frequently at the moment.
In Nathalie's life moments are usually quite short xP
http://open.spotify.com/user/princess_bunny/playlist/1qUa0XK8XZIZ4zAq9KNYVi Playlist
So open the link and listen :]
~* Inspirational chocolate *~
Or maybe it was some kind of built in blog-watch inside me telling me it's been exactly one month since my last blogpost?
Either way I'm here and I'm writing and you're happy about it ^__~ haha
So, today is Valentines day.
I don't care much about it and I'm single this year so no lovey-dovey stuff for me.
I've got the chocolate though ;D yum-yum
In the shape of hearts - naw, how suitable.
The best thing about Valentines day is the name of it.
I like Valentine, sounds like a sweet, loving and charming person.
It also makes me think about Vincent Valentine from the Final Fantasy series and that makes me a little wet in my underwear (that is if I was wearing any) x]
Sorry, too much info?
Not my fault if you forgot about my revealing personality just because I suck at blogging sometimes ;O haha
What else should I write about..?..
I'm going to share some music with you guys, but I'll make another blogpost about that right after this one.
Maybe I should write about Japan.
It's so much stuff that needs to be fixed before I go and now it's only 1,5 months left!
I'm feeling good about it though, like everything will be alright.
Even if I'm stressed out an awful lot I'm calm at the same time.
I know that once everything's in order and I arrive in Japan I will feel good beyond my describing skills :P
Hmm, what else..
I'm not gonna bother with an update because frankly I'm forgetful and need to look at text messages and facebook to even remember what I've been up to ^^;
I am going to be more active here though and soon my new blog - the one that I will use in Japan - will be revealed! *yippie kay yay fathermucker*
~Happy Valentines Day, Bitches~
~* Sara and Nathalie: mission possible *~
Yes, I told you guys I'd write another blogpost about our idea on losing some weight ^__^
We have both always had a hard time keeping the good habits (sad but true), so we needed something special.. something extra..
To make it a challenge we wouldn't give up on.
To make it a "mission possible"!
My friends - that is EXACTLY what we have done now ^__~
We've made it into a fun challenge that none of us wants to fail.
'Cause if we do.. hehe.. well I'll just tell you the whole idea and you'll get it ;)
It all started a week ago when we were talking about how important it is to have goals in life.
Doesn't matter what kind of goal it is, but they really give life meaning one way or another.
Then we started talking about weight, how both she and I have gained some during the last period of time.
I have gained weight for a long time though.. since halfway through 2009.
This fact pisses me off, but no time for those thoughts now, I should be thinking happy thoughts ^^;
Anyhow - talking about those things eventually lead to the two subjects mixing and blending, turning into talking about the goal to lose weight.
We both thought we needed a change and some real good motivation and so we came up with an idea, which lead to another, which lead to another, which lead to a complete challenge we both are excited about!
It goes like this:
On the 7th of January we weighed ourselves.
After that we made up our individual goal on how much we wanted weigh after the challenge and calculated how much we'd have to lose to get there.
On the 25th of March our goals have to be reached.
The catch, or in our case catches?
Well.. they are the ones that will motivate us and keep us going ;)
Before March 25 we can NOT use a scale.
So we wont be able to control our weight.
This will make it more interesting and hopefully make us think twice before we "sweet-cheat".
The other catch about this challenge of ours..
If we don't make our goal until march 25 there is a punishment waiting.
We each have our individual punishment which is something we really don't want to do.
Something that will be embarassing for the person doing it and fun for the person who can just sit back and watch/listen.
You guys know me, I'm not easily embarrassed, but my punishment..
Man I REALLY don't wanna do it xD
I would freak out if I had to do it :P
I can't tell you about it though, it has to be a secret for certain reasons.
How we want to proceed with our weightloss is up to ourselves, we haven't made up a plan about that together.
Whatever works the best for each individual ^^
So, this is our idea of making this shit fun and scary at the same time.
Exciting might be the right word of choice ^__~
We're so motivated to make it.
Thoughout this time we will pep-talk each other and ourselves and if we make it (which we of course will!) there is a treat waiting :]
We haven't figured out just yet what that will be, but it has to be something we want very much!
I can't wait until the day we meet and bring forth the scale! ;)
~* Large screen *~
I rarely do this, connecting the computer to the tv, but yesterday I wanted to watch movies in a larger scale :P
So here I am ^^
To be honest though.. I think I prefer the small one...
At least when doing stuff like this - writing a blogpost.
Sure I like 'em big ^__~
So I shouldn't complain x]
Hmm... what should I write here...
I need to be more active on the blog, ne? ^^;
Later today I'm going to Tissa for her Mary Kay party :]
Hope I find something I want to a price that I like hehe
Anyway it will be fun seeing Tissa again.
It was like a 100 years since last time..
Oh! I should also tell you guys about mine and Sara's awesome idea on how to lose weight ^^
But.. I'll make another blogpost about that one ;)
See ya, cutiepies ~
~* I have a date *~
we're gonna make some food, maybe go to the movies.. have a sleepover ^__~
Woohoo, I'm getting hot already!
Haha.. ok, fine, maybe it's not really like that..
Haven't seen Sara in a long time now, so I'm really looking forward to it :]
Have to see her a lot more often since I'm gonna be gone for a year!
Need to see everyone as much as possible these few months before Japan.
OK, now I'm gonna take a shower and make myself pretty for my friend ;3
ciao, bitches~
~* Hello PuriCutes *~
Yes, this is a blogpost especially for you ^__~
since I posted my blog on cuteNews yesterday I've noticed it's been rated quite a few times so I thought I should update a little on here in case you stop by :]
I will be more active now, so please follow ^^
I haven't been feeling so well and writing about being sick all the time isn't very fun, no no.
But I'm better now and so the blog will become more living again ! :3
Anyway, welcome to my blog, cuties <3
Hope you're having an awesome day filled with cuteness~
~* Woohooo... or not *~
Until I went to bed...
I woke up in the middle of the night with such a stomach ache.
I thought maybe I had been eating too much or something, but it hurted so bad.
Suddenly I felt an extremely unwanted feeling...
I rushed to the bathroom and started throwing up.
Awesome... -.-
I couldn't go to bed again, because I just couldn't stop it.
And I was soooo tired... ;(
Today I feel so sick.
I have a fever again..
why do I always get sick?
Seriously.. I hate it!
Maybe it's because my immune system isn't that great?
At least I'm starting to question it now that I've been working at a school for almost 7 months.
I know it's common to feel sick a lot the first year of working in such a place...but it's still very tiresome.
I'm not used to being sick this much and I feel like I'm being a bad employee ;/
Anyway, hope that you have had a good christmas and that you can enjoy these days more than I can.
cheers
~* I wish you all an ass-shaking christmas ^__~ *~
So from me, my sister and Azlan - Have an ass-shaking christmas:
~* Merry xmas *~
Merry Christmas ^__^
~* yeay *~
Now I can access the japanese-english dictionary ^__^
It's quite handy really and kind of the only thing that I can actually use over here.
Can't really make any calls and such since I'm not in Japan.
It's good to have a dictionary in your cellphone, it's small and quick :]
~* charging my japanese cellphone *~
well, whatever it's called I had it, to charge my cellphone from Japan ^^
I'm gonna talk about Japan at work on monday and I thought I could show it.
Unfortunately I have totally forgot the security code and I can't find it anywhere..
Luckily I can still use it in something called "simple mode".
However.. I decided that I don't want to show it in simple mode because the letters where too overly sized ...
Problem is, I can't find a way to exit the simple mode!
Damn it...
Simple my ass!
I know that there IS a way of doing it because.. well.. I changed a few times.
Maybe it's limited somehow..
Change it 4 times and then stick with what you've got? ^^;
Maybe it was in the manual.. too bad I can't read kanji x]
It brings back a lot of memories checking through these things.
Wonder if my PASMO card still works?
Maybe it says something on it.
Would be great if I could just continue to use it..
Not that it would be too hard getting a new one, but still!
So.. guess I haven't blogged in a while, huh?
Maybe my life's just too boring?
Or maybe I'm saving my energy for Japan.
That blog will be way better ;P
Right now I'm on medicin.. again!
Seriously, it's getting quite tiresome -.-
And it's also getting tiresome that the health centre insists on me coming back like a 100 times before they can tell me what it is..
It's no fun being sick all the time.. especially not now that I only have little time left at work!
2 weeks! crazy! ;(
Sitting on the floor leaning against my pole...
I recall promising you some videos of me doing some moves?
Or maybe that was just me giving you guys a reason to not stop reading..
or a reason to stop perhaps? x]
anyway, that great epiphany I had about pole fitness wasn't really that great after all.
this ceiling was not really built to hold a pole and after a few.. spins or whatever it gets a little loose and dangerous.
I'm thinking about whether I should bring it to Japan or not?
Maybe my ceiling over there will be stronger and better.
Guess I should find it out before I ask someone to send it over to me.
haha just had another great epiphany.
I definately need a pole over there!
Think about the parties I could through..
Or if I'm bored I can just call for some entertainment x]
Japanese maids.. *lost in my fantasies*
Haha it feels like my nose is gonna start bleeding.
I'm not turning japanese, I'm turning manga xP
OK, I should stop writing now..
It's not gonna get any better, just worse and worse.
For a person like me with not too many limits, worse... is like.. really bad x]
So I'm keeping it safe and go do something else.
Maybe I'll knit some.. and take my medicin..
damn I sound like an old lady ^^;
I either turn old lady or kid when I'm sick.
And zombie... I zombie a lot...
Let's all hope I am well until x-mas and NYE ^__~
Baibai cuties~
~* Blogpost from work *~
I'm done for the day actually.
Now I'm just waiting for my ride ^^;
Listening to music, drinking hot chocolate..
Haha but it's OK, because I've finished writing (paperwork today).
I wonder if there's anything else I can do while I wait.
Maybe I should go see if thereäs anyone left here..
I think there is, but ti's always quite empty at these hours.
Empty and dark..
I'm always getting ideas for horror movies when I walk the corridors when it's so dark x]
Can't help it really, I'm interested in making movies so a lot of times I'm pretending it's all a movie and I get ideas for writing a script.
That reminds me, I should finish my movie! And film it ;)
It's awesome ;D
Anyway, I'm gonna go for a dark walk now ^__~
Baibai~
~* September - Mikrofonkåt *~
September's cover of Petter's song "mikrofonkåt", which she made for the tv-show "så mycket bättre" (so much better).
I saw it on tv and really liked it and now the single is out there, great :]
I'm horny for the microphone ^__~
