Natalicious

Ok fine, maybe I'm exagerrating a tiny bit.

It's my birthday tomorrow... and I don't like it!

I wish 1 year was 2 years or something, time is flying by too fast!

 

I know I'm probably being weird about this whole age thing.

Ever since I was 17 going on 18 I've been feeling stressed about not having enough time to do everything I want to do in life.

I do think this fear is somewhat legit though, considering I'm kinda lazy at times and tend to postpone stuff.

Also I don't really stress things, I let them take their time.

I've been taking babysteps towards the future and it's been OK up until now.

I turn 23! 

This sounds unbelievable to me.

Nathalie, 23 years OLD?

I really don't feel like that age..

I still feel like a teenager, or perhaps someone who just turned 20..

 

Haha, OK, I'll stop complaining and panicking about it now!

It's fine, next year will contain a lot of nice changes ^__^

So before I turn 24 (...really really trying to keep the comments to myself right now.. gaah..) I will have gotten closer to my life goal!

Which in general is to have lots of good and fun experiences so I guess it shouldn't be too hard to reach ^__~

But I will also be closer to more specific goals I have.

Returning to sweden right now will be good for me~

 

Oh yeah, that's right, I'll be returning to Sweden already!

In about 2 weeks I'm flying back home again.

I decided to finish my studies earlier than planned because of everything that has been going on.

I don't feel the need or want to be in Japan right now.

I still love this country and in the future I will come here a lot of times, but now it's time for me to be in sweden, that's just how I feel.

 

Oh well, I'm gonna pick out my most childish outfit for tomorrow! (actually serious about that)

Also I'll try to blog more frequently from now on ~