Natalicious

I didn't make it :(

Damn it!

I thought I was going to be OK, but once in school my head started to hurt really bad and all the noise didn't make it better either..
I took a pill (hehe), but unfortunately that didn't help me either.
So I decided to go home, rest and hopefully be well and alert tomorrow!

I managed to stick around until lunch, so at least I've done something today!
Wasn't refering to eating even if I did that too ^^'

Anyway, now I'm gonna drink my tea and rest.

Hope you guys are feeling much better than I am!

I should write Wan a text btw, so he doesn't get a shock when I'm here when he gets home, laying in his bed looking like a zombie...
Who knows though, it might turn him on.
I'm easy to take advantage of at the moment, I'm feeling really weak.
Maybe he likes to use me in this vulnerable state, even if I look like shit..
You know there are weirder fetisches in the world, so it's not impossible...

Haha OK, my brain is clearly not working properly xD

Ignore me, bitches <3

Awake yet?

If I feel the same way I do right now (or worse) I don't know if I should go to work tomorrow...

Yesterday it was the yearly eurovision song contest.

Wohoo, very busy indeed!

Love this song <3

Yeay, we're gonna have a great time <3

We always do ^__~

Maybe it's because we're just so crazy together and we're always laughing and having a good time wherever we are :]

Anyway, gotta get ready now!

BaiBai Bitches - the cutest one's there is ^__~

...and I'm sitting here writing a blogpost ;D

It's been awhile now again, sorry about that!

Anyway, today I'm gonna hang out with Wan (oh really?).
But I really have a lot to do... gaaah..
Have to fix everything for monday - my first day at work (well, probably as much work as paperwork but anyway).
So Wan will have to deal with a stressed Nathalie today.
He's done it before so it shouldn't be too hard for him ;)

So.. maybe you wonder why Sara is in my shower?
Well.. she isn't, she's in her shower, and I'm sitting in her couch blogging.
Yesterday I wasn't feeling to well, maybe I was just bored but I didn't really feel like doing anything.
While watching hockey Sara asked me if I could come sleep at her place.
I haven't seen Sara since February and I haven't been able to contact her either during that time!
So I went here ^^
Her new appartment looks great even if it's not finished yet :]

Well well.. I'll blog more later, Sara came out of the shower and Wan will be here in an hour so I should spend some time with her until then ;) hihi


BaiBai Bitches <3

This one is great too ^__^
And of course the video is awesome since it's directed by a swedish guy ;)

This is my song for the moment ^^

I've noticed that when I'm gonna say Hawaii I say it just like I would say Kawaii x]
Because it looks the same..
So to me Hawaii sounds like a really cute destination x3

Anyway, just started thinking about it because Hideto went there today and I realised I haven't answered his last mail yet..
Bad Nathalie, but I will after this blogpost ^^

So, yesterday I felt better, but still not very good.
Had to try though because it was my grandpas birthday and we went there to say happy b*day ^__^
We ended up watching old movies of when me and my sister were tiny, tiny people :P
I love looking at it for some reason.
I did film a little that I was thinking about posting here until I noticed that I'm just like the rest of my family - we forget to turn of the camera and so we film or legs while talking about things we didn't intend to get on film xD
But who knows, I might post it anyway, we'll see.
Thing is for some reason I can't edit the videos I record with my cellphone in the computer.. x(
Well well.. anyway...

Today nothing much happened so let's skip it, okay? ^^'

Tomorrow my sister is having her birthday! ^__^
17 years old!
What happened? :O
And I turn 21 in December...
Now how is that even possible?!


That's it for now.
Off to writing emails and fanfiction (don't ask, I'm gonna blush..)

BaiBai Bitches ^__~

So.. today..

I was gonna go to Kungsbacka with the Forever team..
Even before I got up I knew something was terribly wrong.

I had barely been able to sleep because I was in such pain and when I got up it only got worse!
I couldn't even walk properly.
My stomach hurt like hell and the pain seemed to be spreading all over my body.
I also felt like I was gonna throw up.
I kept trying to figure out why I was feeling like shit.
The only reason I could think of was the sushi..
I'm probably stupid, but I wasn't too hungry and left some of it.
It was just laying there on the plate for hours..
And then.. I ate the rest.. after all those hours..
It was probaböy not a good idea ;/

So I've been sleeping and feeling sick all day.
I haven't thrown up (I refuse!) but I might not be able to hold it any longer.
Damn it.

It was gonna be an awesome day and now it turned into the worst day ever instead :(


Well, there you have it, the update.
I've probably forgot a lot of things, but I really can't think clear right now.
Please understand <3 hehe

Hope you guys are being well and happy!
It was a sunny day after all <3 (at least in Örebro)

Woke up in my own bed completely alone.
Couldn't remember all the details and got really scared..

Where was Wan?
What happened?
Did I make him upset?

I called him and made sure everything was fine.
It was so I could relax and start to deal with my hangover.

Actually I managed to get better pretty quick and me and Wan could celebrate a little.
Because this day was our 6 month anniversary ^^; hihi

I didn't feel too hot though, so we celebrated at hime with sushi and chocolate.

It was a nice day and I didn't feel too bad! haha

Love you Wan <3

Thanks for putting up with me x]

yes, finally, the day I thought was gonna be here on tuesday came on this day instead ^^

So I started of with the job-interview.
It went really good and they practically gave me the job right afterwards :D
I feel so happy!
I'm awesome ^__^Y

So of course I was gonna celebrate! :]

First me and Wan had dinner with Elli baby and Robbin.
Then everything went wrong..

I got in a very bad mood and when I'm in a bad mood I shouldn't drink, it never ends well.
I got waaaaaaay too drunk..
Sorry Wannie Honey! <3
Well, since everything went wrong I don't feel like writing about it, but there were some good parts and I met fun people ^__^

Only thing I remember about this day was that we went to Marieberg Galleria to shop :P

Me, my sister and mom.

Well, like I said.

That's all I remember :P

Went to Uppsala with my mother and 2 aunts - Anneli and Genith (it was her birthday, congratz!)
We had a fun time even though we came to the conclusion as we were sitting in the car on our way back to Örebro that the only thing we did was eat, eat and eat xD

Naah, we were strolling around town and shopping..
We just didn't buy that much and therefor it seems like all we did was eating in different places :P

I had sushi from Yukiko's and it was good ^__^
The others didn't feel like having sushi, so I actually sat in another restuarant eating it x]
Not as crazy as it sounds though, it was next to each other and the one's owning the restuarant were the others bought their food came with the suggestion that I would buy sushi and eat it with them over there so ^^;
After we were done eating I wrote "I love sushi" on the plate with soysauce and handed it to the "sushi-guy".
he didn't see it at frist, but when he asked me if I liked it I just said yes and pointed at the plate.
He read it and laughed :P

We came home kinda late and after walking around a whole day in heels from Japan I didn't really feel like doing anything else but sleep ^^

The day I thought was with a capital D ^^;

Went to the meeting and had a really good feeling about it!
Of course I sat in the front and as they were telling us about the jobs they were having eyecontact with me a lot ^__^
And I felt like I was gonna get the job even though I hadn't had the interview yet :P

After the meeting we decided a date for my interview and then Me and Mina (another girl who was there for the info meeting) went to have sushi.
She's one of those that really lightens up a room and I guess that's why I went over to talk to her in the first place ^__^

After that I went home.. and then.. ehm.. what did I do?
Well I'm sure I did something, I just can't really remember at this moment x]

This day was mostly about preparing for the following day ^^
I thougt that I was going on the job-interview on Tuesday, but it was actually just an information-meeting..

I ended up getting really stressed out this day and cried out to Wan for help.
So he helped me out and I got calm again ^^;
It's good to have them boys, right? ;)

So I had even time to watch top model short version x]
Love it.
Liek me and my sister say: Even we could have been in it.. if we were skinny.
But height-wise (is that a word?) we could ;D
And my sister probably aint too far from being able to be in it weight-wise either.
She's slim, not skinny.

A sunday is a sunday, it's supposed to be lazy I think ;P

Wan came over and he brought loads of candy :D wiiiie
So that's what I mean with the title ;)

We listened to a lot of music and discussed music.
Coming from a musical family I love talking about music, listening to music, making music... whatever plus music! ^__~

Wan is also musical and plays guitar :3
I love it!
It's so nice to just sit together and play/sing.
And now that summer is coming it's probably gonna be a lot more of that!
Summer nights with bonfire's and guitar playing <3

Which is about everything I remember right now about this day xD
Haha weird..

Well.. it's a nice couch.. haha.

Oh wait a minute, I didn't feel to good this day and so I just had a chill day!
Which went perfectly together with the new cozy couch x]

So this day was cleaning, setting up a couch.. yeah..well.. not much to tell about it :P

I did not eat kittens! Promise ;)
But our cat Sally got her kittens on this day ^__^
She only had 2 and their names are (at least for now) Xiaoyu and MeowMeow :3
It kinda rhymes! hihi

After the kittens (well actually she only had 1 of them before I left but anyway) it was time for me and Wan to go to Hallsberg.
Hanging out with friend's and family (Wan's side), playing soccer and having a smaller BBQ.
It was fun, even though some people were acting different than last time I saw them, making me believe they're not as fun as I thought they were.. But let's not talk about that now ^^;
After the BBQ we decided that we didn't feel like going out, so we went to the movies instead - to see Clash of the titans in 3D.
I thought it was quite good, but a little short.
I'm thankful that the scorpions weren't as scary as I thought they would be :D hihi

Overall a nice day :]

Or fucking computer or fucking whoever's fault it is that I haven't been able to blog because everything's so retarded...
OK, after those clever words I shall begin with my update as promised ^^;

I will write day by day, unless the day was a real bore, then I guess I'll squeeze in several days in one blogpost.
I may not be able or feel like writing about all days up until today (I'm actually sick and don't feel good at all..)
So I'm sorry if the update only reaches to wednesday or something ;/

We'll see, I'm gonna make a full update eventually ^^

Tomorrow night, cause that's when I'll have time :P

Don't worry, relax, take a deep breath and wipe those tears off your face - I'm still with you ;]


Until then - have a good one guys <3


Baibai Bitches