Natalicious

Just woke up, exhausted from these recent days drama and trauma.
Took the day off from work to get myself together again.
Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully my mind will be in better balance then.
I think it will.

Yesterday I broke up with Wan.
I don't need to get into details on that.
What I do need is to have some time figuring out how to deal with everything I've been through now.
I still hope we can be friends, we didn't end things as enemies.
Of course I know the difficulties of being friends with someone you used to be in a relationship with, but it doesn't have to be a close friendship in the beginning.

I had a thought about this whole thing some days ago.
Getting sad in a time like this, when it's getting darker and all.
Is it a good thing or a bad thing?
Doesn't statistics show that suicide rates increase during the winter?
OK, don't panic now, I would never kill myself.
But I mean, could the darkness be an increasing factor to my pain?
I've always liked the winter though, and the darkness.
Maybe in my case it's a good thing.
This is the autumn though and even if the trees look beautiful right now, soon comes the horrific times of rain and wind *shrugs*
ByTheWay, don't you think autumn sounds so much better than fall?

I'm going to the kitchen now, I'm so damn thirsty!
I had an awful dream.
I ran around with an urge for pineapple juice.
When I got it I drank the whole thing, but it didn't make my thirst go away.
My dream went on for quite a while before I woke up.
Of course I was thirsty in real life as well.. but there's no juice at home ...

I think I'm gonna go buy some juice!