~* Dear God *~
please make the end of last night go away...
amen
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I rarely regret things.
One of my mottos are: don't regret ANYTHING..
So yeah, I don't, because what's the point of regret, huh?
You can never ever really take it back (whatever it might be) so you should see it from the positive angle instead - what did you learn and how can you prevent it from ever happening again?
You've learned yet another lesson in life, one F can be turned to an A if you just do your homework.
But some things are harder to deal with.
This one is very personal, for me it's hard to just get over it and live with it.
It makes me feel quite silly, but when I stop to think about it it's not that silly at all.
I have the right to be upset about this, and I have the right to regret not dealing with it differently at the time being.
I know I could have prevented it - but I didn't.
I stopped it, yeah, but I still let it happen.
Then again I had been drinking and .... well... as I see it I wasn't the only one who could have prevented it.
Unlike that other person I don't like to call it "an accident"... for me an accident is a mistake you couldn't really have done that much about.
Something that (if it hurt another humanbeing) could be forgiven for the sake of it being an accident.
This was not an accident..
Anyway, if you knew what it was some of you would say: what's the big deal?
But really, we're all different and if you can't see it from another person's view you should just shut your mouth and keep your opinion to yourself.
Besides, what's a big deal to you might not be as big deal to me.. but I'll still support you and comfort you.
I wont tell you about this though, it's really not suitable for a blog on the internet for everyone to see.
Thus I'll keep it to myself until I meet someone in real life who I find it suitable to talk about this kinds of things with.
I haven't met that person yet, and that's why I have to share it in a different way.
I need to get things out one way or another.
I know what happens if I don't and I have promised myself never to go there ever again...
I think I'm gonna go make myself a chai latte now and listen to some music.
Other than the people who are dear to you, there's nothing that can cheer you up as a cup of delicious Chai Latte and some Music that brings your Dreams alive <3
That's what I need when I'm feeling down, my imaginative mind and something sweet to go with it ^^
amen
-----------------------------------------------------------------
I rarely regret things.
One of my mottos are: don't regret ANYTHING..
So yeah, I don't, because what's the point of regret, huh?
You can never ever really take it back (whatever it might be) so you should see it from the positive angle instead - what did you learn and how can you prevent it from ever happening again?
You've learned yet another lesson in life, one F can be turned to an A if you just do your homework.
But some things are harder to deal with.
This one is very personal, for me it's hard to just get over it and live with it.
It makes me feel quite silly, but when I stop to think about it it's not that silly at all.
I have the right to be upset about this, and I have the right to regret not dealing with it differently at the time being.
I know I could have prevented it - but I didn't.
I stopped it, yeah, but I still let it happen.
Then again I had been drinking and .... well... as I see it I wasn't the only one who could have prevented it.
Unlike that other person I don't like to call it "an accident"... for me an accident is a mistake you couldn't really have done that much about.
Something that (if it hurt another humanbeing) could be forgiven for the sake of it being an accident.
This was not an accident..
Anyway, if you knew what it was some of you would say: what's the big deal?
But really, we're all different and if you can't see it from another person's view you should just shut your mouth and keep your opinion to yourself.
Besides, what's a big deal to you might not be as big deal to me.. but I'll still support you and comfort you.
I wont tell you about this though, it's really not suitable for a blog on the internet for everyone to see.
Thus I'll keep it to myself until I meet someone in real life who I find it suitable to talk about this kinds of things with.
I haven't met that person yet, and that's why I have to share it in a different way.
I need to get things out one way or another.
I know what happens if I don't and I have promised myself never to go there ever again...
I think I'm gonna go make myself a chai latte now and listen to some music.
Other than the people who are dear to you, there's nothing that can cheer you up as a cup of delicious Chai Latte and some Music that brings your Dreams alive <3
That's what I need when I'm feeling down, my imaginative mind and something sweet to go with it ^^
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